This is not the first time I felt lonely beine alone and I have not figured out why I can't enjoy being alone. To solve this problem, I always tried to reach out for friends through MSN, Skype, or even gchat. Not surprisingly, the whole world seem to be busy that no one responde me, which made me feel even more lonelier.
However, someone always will appear after a while as long as I am being patient and believe that it is not true that all my friends are gone. It was amazing again tonight that more than 10 people said hi and chatted with me on MSN at one time keeping me so busy suddenly.
One of the friends I was chatting to shared a thoguht with me: We sometimes are torn between two choices and wish to choose the one that makes us feel more peaceful. However, it is not the choice we made that will make us feel peaceful. The thing is whenever we fall into the situation being torn, we have lost the comfort and peace already. Given that, we will not feel right no matter what decision we make. The key is to stay at the center of self and experience the peace and we will feel the flow is just right there for us!
What she said also reminded me of something another friend of mine told me once: Don't ever let yourself deceive yourself! Sometimes I thought what I see is true whereas what I believe makes what I want to see. For example, I may wonder if my friends try to ignore me on MSN whenever I get not response from them. But if that's the truth or that is just what I want to believe? Most of the time, that is not true.
Nothing is right or wrong. Just follow the flow and let it lead you!
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